Sunday, September 10, 2006

The Good Girl/Bad Girl Bullshit...

I'm probably the only guy in the world that thinks this is stupid. I'm probably also the only guy in LA that isn't screwing women left and right and that wants a relationship; someone that likes me for me (ok that and screwing like rabbits every other day). If your a guy out there screwing around even a little bit you know that women have screwed around no matter what they say. Every woman has a few wild periods. A woman that claims to have never had a one night stand is an assumed liar or is working from a deficit in my book, better if she said nothing on the subject. But for some reason that lie turns on most men and makes them want to pursue a woman for a relationship.

Unlike most men I can't divorce my emotional feeling from my sexual desire. I can be intimate with someone I don't care for but it makes me care for them. As I start feeling emotionally attached to a woman my sexual desire for her steadily increases to the point where I feel like I'll go crazy just being around her. Yet I can go without sex for long periods of time if I'm not involved with anyone.

Unless a woman shows a mutual interest in me from the first time I show interest it's like a million points deducted as far prospects for a long term relationship; from that point on it's just a casual thing. The last thing I want to think about as far as someone I love is that she screwed other men at first sight but I wasn't good enough. If she's really pretty or interesting I might play the game a while but all games get tired; any chance for anything real ended the moment the game started.

Granted I won't ask a woman the first night and I've never had a one night stand (it's believable in my case since only an idiot male like myself would admit that publicly). Flings yes, one night stands - no. No wonder the majority of relationships are disastrous, it's all based on lies. A woman makes up her mind roughly five minutes after meeting you. If it's serious she'll go for it, if not she's just playing games. Most men like that game. But I don't...

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