How tastes and attractions change

First food. I use to love certain foods when I was younger, now as I am older I find them rather bland. While other foods which I swore I'd hate until the day I died I actually now find absolutely delicious. When I first started drinking a few years back I found the taste of alcohol very unsavory. Now I actually find the different tastes and effects very sophisticated. I use to hate V8, tomato juice, and green olives. Now I will get cravings for each of them. And I very much enjoy Bloody Mary's now.

Now as for attraction. I'm probably the only male that isn't gay that would actually admit this but my absolute first crush was on another boy when I was 5. There was nothing sexual about it. I was just in awe of meeting another boy that looked like me, white blond hair, blue eyes, and fair. It's kind of how one looks upon an older brother in awe. But never the less it was my first crush because I liked looking at him. It's also strange to note how my first two out of three female crushes were Hispanic. Now I generally don't find Hispanic women all that attractive. Ever since then I've just been infatuated more than less with fair skinned women.

But even the form of that changed. Usually the girl was either tall or very slim. I absolutely detested larger girls. After I turned about 28 I noticed quite dramatically I started looking at thicker women and women with larger posteriors. I also preferred long straight hair over curvy or wavy but now I find myself attracted to some women if for no other reason than their wavy hair.

Another thing as a younger man the thought of two woman sexually together was a turn on. Now, for the most part, it's a turn off. People are as they are and I'll accept them. If your a lesbian, I may initially be attracted to you but the thought of not being able to satisfy your desires is disturbing and I'll turn off soon enough. I'm even less attracted to bisexuals, it's like they think they deserve one of each. They may say they don't but it's part of the subconscious desires of a true bisexual. You can be with them but no one person can ever really satisfy them. And also I'm not talking about women that can tolerate putting on a show for men but really aren't in the least gay; that they would dance and maybe kiss with other women when you know they are doing it for your benefit is a turn on. Oddly I think if I were to get in a serious relationship and later find out the girl was into other women, where other men would get down on their knees and thank god, it would break my heart.

I am a very weird man.